Selma Blair Says Alcohol Was Treating Pain She Didn’t Know Was MS

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Selma Blair at the 26th annual Race to Erase MS Gala at the Beverly Hilton hotel in Beverly Hills

On The Jenny McCarthy Wahlberg Show, Selma Blair said alcohol was once “the one thing that took away my nerve pain,” long before she knew multiple sclerosis was the reason she hurt.

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Selma Blair and Jaime King together at the Met Gala’s Goddess-themed Costume Institute Benefit in New York City, April 2003. Photo by Evan Agostini / Getty Images.

The episode posted around Oct. 20, and she was describing years of drinking before she got sober, not the Delta flight that led to her Oct. 11 arrest.

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Selma Blair steps out for the Divine Design 2003 Gala benefiting Project Angel Food, held at the Barker Hangar in Santa Monica on December 4, 2003. Photo by Kevin Winter / Getty Images.

Blair, 54, said she turned to alcohol “even as a very young girl,” using it for headaches, to calm down, and “in times of distress.” She said she was “drinking just to feel better.”

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NBC Studios in Burbank, CA, hosted actress Selma Blair for an April 1, 2004 taping of The Tonight Show with Jay Leno. Photo by Kevin Winter / Getty Images.

It knocked her out so she could sleep, then she’d wake a few hours later “wishing your life was over,” tired and depressed.

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At the Los Angeles Athletic Club on October 9, 2015, Liz Goldwyn’s “Sporting Guide” book launch — hosted by Tiffany & Co. — drew actress Selma Blair. Photo by Jason Merritt / Getty Images.

The relief never held. “One glass isn’t enough; two glasses isn’t great. Three’s better, four is horrible,” she said, and by five she was “just depressive.” She knew it “wasn’t going to lead me to the right place.”

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At the Beverly Wilshire Four Seasons Hotel in Beverly Hills, Selma Blair appears at Operation Smile’s Smile Gala on October 2, 2015. Photo by Alberto E. Rodriguez / Getty Images.

Blair went public with her MS in 2018. She has said a lot was missed for decades, and that childhood headaches, numbness, and nerve pain she now reads as MS symptoms were what she was really medicating.

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Selma Blair and Sarah Michelle Gellar together at the Race to Erase MS Gala, held at the Beverly Hilton in Beverly Hills on May 10, 2019. Photo by Lisa O’Connor / AFP via Getty Images.

McCarthy compared drinking while managing an autoimmune disease to “drinking toxic sludge.”

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Selma Blair photographed at a public appearance. Photo by Lisa O’Connor / AFP / Getty Images.

She doesn’t drink now. “I don’t live like a sober sober lifestyle with AA, but drinking, no, I cannot do,” she said. “I’m still a human being, but I recognize that alcohol is not good medicine for me.”

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Selma Blair and Jaime King together at the Met Gala’s Goddess-themed Costume Institute Benefit in New York City, April 2003. Photo by Evan Agostini / Getty Images.
Actress Selma Blair arrives at Divine Design 2003 Gala, Shop in the Name of Love, to benefit Project Angel Food
Selma Blair steps out for the Divine Design 2003 Gala benefiting Project Angel Food, held at the Barker Hangar in Santa Monica on December 4, 2003. Photo by Kevin Winter / Getty Images.
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NBC Studios in Burbank, CA, hosted actress Selma Blair for an April 1, 2004 taping of The Tonight Show with Jay Leno. Photo by Kevin Winter / Getty Images.
Tiffany & Co. Celebrates Liz Goldwyn's Sporting Guide Los Angeles, 1897: Book Launch Event At The Los Angeles Athletic Club
At the Los Angeles Athletic Club on October 9, 2015, Liz Goldwyn’s “Sporting Guide” book launch — hosted by Tiffany & Co. — drew actress Selma Blair. Photo by Jason Merritt / Getty Images.
2015 Smile Gala
At the Beverly Wilshire Four Seasons Hotel in Beverly Hills, Selma Blair appears at Operation Smile’s Smile Gala on October 2, 2015. Photo by Alberto E. Rodriguez / Getty Images.
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Selma Blair and Sarah Michelle Gellar together at the Race to Erase MS Gala, held at the Beverly Hilton in Beverly Hills on May 10, 2019. Photo by Lisa O’Connor / AFP via Getty Images.
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